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Dani's HOH Blog

 
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PostPosted: Fri Aug 10, 2007 6:20 am    Post subject: Dani's HOH Blog Reply with quote

http://www.cbs.com/primetime/bigbrother8/show/wk06/diary.shtml


<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

WOW!!!! This is one summer that is turning out to be quite a milestone. Coming into the Big Brother house, I was hoping for an 'escape from reality.' My experience in this house is turning into so much more than I ever could have imagined. I've had really high ups and ridiculously low lows.
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Walking into this house, knowing that anything could and probably will happen, I had my guard up, I was ready for anything. When seeing my father walk down those steps night one, my first reaction was freeze up and hold everything in, be strong and I'll get through this. It was so much harder for me than I could have ever imagined. If you only knew how embarrassing it is for me to cry in front of people, let alone 13 strangers and um.. yes lets not forget all of America. I pretty much wanted to crawl under a rock and die. That was my first moment realizing in this house there is no escape, you cannot get away from people, from cameras, from mics, from ANYTHING!! It's your most vulnerable moment. I'm learning to cope with it now. Honestly I can say it's getting easier and with time this is better our relationship because we can actually sit in the same room as one another. Nobody knows the reasons for our years of no communication, but there were certainly reasons and Just because you're thrown in a house with a person for three months does not change the past. There is so much that we need to talk about and work out once we get out of this house.
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In case you haven't been watching this season, you don't know that my dad is a big blabber mouth and pretty much a jerk to anyone and.. well lets be honest everyone. The hardest part for me is that people judge me off of his actions. Everyones always waiting for me to do something in his character. It is so annoying and makes me so angry. I am the person that I am because of my dad. I have grown to see the person that he is and the person that I do not want to be. Everyone in this house is so scared to stand up to my dad and give him a piece of his own medicine that I get the brunt of it and people are mean to me hoping that it will get to him that way. My skin is not as thick as my dads and it hurts me SO SO bad. being in this house is so much harder than I ever thought it would be.
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Coming into this house you know your emotions are going to play a huge role. I just didnt know how big. I have literally hit rock bottom where I felt as though I wanted to go home and no amount of money could possibly be worth all the heartache and struggles and tears. but you're stuck with me. I'm not going anywhere and I'm here to stick it out and fight it till the end. And I WILL.
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Thank you so much to everyone out there watching this if it werent for you, I probably wouldnt care and I wouldnt push myself everyday.
Lindsay. I miss you more than you could ever imagine. I want my phone so bad to text you and get advice and I picture your reaction after ever big event in this house. You are my go to girl and seeing your picture up in my HOH room everyday has pushed me so much more than you will ever realize. Your whole family has been such an inspiration in my life and I cant wait to go home and share so much more in detail about my summer. Tell Deagon I love him.
My grandma. I'm sure watching this show is so hard for you to see your son and your granddaughter in this house put in these situations. I'm sorry for that. Be strong, I know I am. Thank you for raising me to be the person that I am and I hope you see what that means to me. Youre the only family I consider myself to have and miss our dinners. I owe you one. and I love you so much!!!
Kris. Thank you for the love for the support and for the understanding. Thank you for talking care of my life back home while I'm not there. You've been there through thick and thin, and even thicker. You know I'm forever grateful. I miss you so much and cant wait to see you. I'm sorry I missed your birthday, but I hope you had a good one. I had everyone say happy birthday for you.
Vincent. dad says hi. he misses you and wont shut up about you. Kinda annoying, but hey i miss you too.
everyone at work. I miss you and thank you for the support. I miss you all so much more than I realized I would, Tell Iced T man whats up for me. Smile

ok ok ok enough. To all of American watching again thank you so much for your dedication.

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best quotes:
Nick: (referring to the arguing in the house) "This is just like my house without the hitting"
Joe: "I'm a lobster" and ps charrrrlie i miss you so much!!
Carol: " I miss the touch of a man"
Kail: "Sleeping with Jen was like sleeping with my husband, but its not like we spooned or body slammed."
Jessica: "I miss being naked in my mothers woom."
Zach: "I hope its a panty chomping contest"
Eric: "Most of these pictures will look better in black or white anyway"
my dad: "Jen you apologize as much as you shower"
Jen: "This is just like my house but without the personal chefs"

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"Thats the best thing a girl can be in life, a beautiful little fool" - F. Scott Fitzgerald.
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To Nick.
If I could apologize everyday for the rest of my life, It would not be enough. You told me one thing that I will never forget. You said, you trust me 99% and by the time I leave this house you will trust me 100%. Nick, I trusted you 100% before you left this house, but to my dismay, it was too late. I want you to know that not trusting you and trusting things that little weasels put into my head was a horrible thing to do. People make mistakes in life and people make mistakes in this game. My biggest regret in this game is not voting how I knew I should have but instead going with the stupid group that was never even really a group to start. I will never make that mistake ever again. "cuz its dani & me tonight" This house is a whole other place without you here. and quite frankly I hate it. There is nothing to do theres nobody to talk to. ITS AWFUL. I miss you so much and that to be continued, I have so much to tell you and things left unsaid. Say hi to SIIIIMBA for me. LJC for life!!!! Thank you for all the smiles. I miss giggle fest about the FSA. The best times in this house were def. because of you Mister!
I want you to know that as HOH this week, Everything I have done is for YOU! revenge is BEAUtiful! Of course its for me too but if you only freakin knew. Hawk Twa!!!! I hope you got a manicure when you went home, thats my only request. Amber says hi. I know she regrets what shes done. I honestly dont know what I feel about her, I want to believe her but my guard is up. You were the one person I could trust my BEST FRIEND and I gave up on you. *sigh* Im so sorry. I cant change the past but Im sorry for doubting you and I hope you see Im pressing on. Moving towards the future and I'm in the to win. You know I have to win because I have to buy you a monkey.. but I get to name him. Oh by the way, I still owe you a trip to Disneyland and my dad owes you dinner because of a bet I made with him. RELOCATE! Tell Marsha and Anthony hi. But until next time, I miss you ridiculous and can't wait to see you.
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I am so stoked on this week I cant even tell you. Im so proud of what Ive accomplished. After last week with Princess running the show and accomplished nothing, I feel great. Its only week 5!!!! Oh for the love of god! 8 weeks to go are you kidding??!!! I'm sticking it in there and theres a lot more to come.

You know I'm the youngest and the smallest houseguest and Im loving it!!!! 12 days till my birthday (mike's too!!) August 20th. The best part is I get 2 birthdays this year, The big 21 and a fake 22!! haha. I love it!!

Also, to cover the Jen situation. Just because we are talking and getting along to get scum out of this house, does not change my opinion of her, does not change the things she has said and does not change the person that she is. I do not respect the person that she is because Ive seen her true colors. Im sorry but I am not a catty girl, I dont play those games and I dont get along well with girls who do.
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In closing I would just like to say again thank you so much for all of the support, seriously, this place is a nut house and it's everyone outside of these walls that keeps me pulling on. Until Next time....

To be Continued,,,,, XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX <3


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PostPosted: Fri Aug 10, 2007 6:24 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

LOL I just posted the Nick section in the live feed thread.
THat's the only part I'm interested in.

Dani may not win the game, but I think she will walk away a real winner in the long run.
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PostPosted: Fri Aug 10, 2007 6:53 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

NancyB wrote:
LOL I just posted the Nick section in the live feed thread.
THat's the only part I'm interested in.

Dani may not win the game, but I think she will walk away a real winner in the long run.

I agree - she couldn't be any clearer re her intentions with Nick. I hope the rest of her stay in the house isn't too uncomfortable. Dick and Dani expect to be the two nominees, or, if not, they expect one of them up against Zach or Jen with a backdooring in mind. At least they are clearly expecting exactly what appears to be Jessica, Justin and Eric's agenda. We all know only one person gets the gate, so next week's HOH should be interesting. Zach, Jen, Dani/Dick against Dustin, Eric and Amber. Big stakes.
Zach, Dani and Dick plan to throw the food comp today, if they can, to put some of the "Christian" freaks on slop. LOL
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PostPosted: Fri Aug 10, 2007 6:59 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Thanks dear Moody for posting Dani's blog! I really was interested in what she had to say about Nick and Kris.

Nancy-- I agree, Dani will walk away from this drama so much stronger and with many lessons learned.

Cuz--Love ya kiddo!
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PostPosted: Fri Aug 10, 2007 7:05 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Yes, I think this has been a good life experience for Dani even if she is hurt and frustrated now.
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PostPosted: Fri Aug 10, 2007 9:53 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

It's pretty clear she wants a future with Nick. Lets hope they can make it work.
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PostPosted: Fri Aug 10, 2007 11:32 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

I read at Joker's that Nick posted something about Dani's blog on his MySpace. I can't check it out at work. Can someone take a look and post it here?
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PostPosted: Fri Aug 10, 2007 11:40 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

He wrote this jfan:

Dani’s Blog...
How cute is she?? I got goosebumps reading that diary blog... So cute... I know a lot of people have been writing me in regards to that and if I've read it.... I have read it and loved it so much.... Still trying to get to all the add friend requests... It's hard because I must go through every page so it's coming around slowly... After that I'll start to get to the emails... Very Happy Thanks again for everything and all the support Very Happy Appreciate it all...
Nick

He got goosebumps ..... how cute is this guy?
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